The Sad Fat Child

The first thing I remember was when people were saying, hey boy you’re fat. I was only five confused, not knowing what to think of that. Didn’t want to be alive, and felt like crap.

All I knew back then, that I wasn’t accepted. People didn’t see me for who I was, and yet I was totally rejected.

Every child should feel special and fine, and not have to listen to anyone else’s lines. Each kid needs to like who they are, and believe in themselves as a Super Star. That’s called being a Kid, loving life, wanting to live and take part in what the world has to give!

Then I started school. Just to be accepted I became the class clown, or fool. As I hid myself behind this round façade, I felt as if I were going to drown. While everyday praying for help from God with out a sound, my screams were silent, never heard, not even a single word. I thought to myself how odd, and how absurd.

The only time people wanted to be with me, is when they wanted to see and be entertained by the fat boy freak show. They don’t know how bad it hurts, and sure as hell won’t know all the pain. How the prejudices made you feel like dirt for absolutely nothing to gain, except for just being cruel, thus leaving you totally insane with not a person to call, and everybody’s fool.

When it came time to date, that’s when you really started to hate your life. You knew that no girl would ever want you as a as their mate, or to become your wife. If only they ever took the time to understand, on who you are and what I am. I’m just a lonely kind and loving man, with a heart to give and a caring hand.

Please except me for who I am, a man that is filled with the abundance of love and kindness, passion and soul, with a gift from above that continuously overflows. Please hold my hand, then throw away all your prejudice, and only then you will find out who I am in all of this. I ask you to take me away from this hell! I’m just a man, looking for love in a big round shell.

Sunrise Reflections

As I sit on my back porch rocking back and forth on my old weather beaten creaky chair relaxing, sipping on cup coffee that would make an old cowboy cringe. Waiting patiently for the most beautiful sunrise as it reluctantly rises into the heavens. It is as if the sun were being sucked back to earth by gravity, but then you see the heat rays slowly taking control pulling the sun upward into the coal blue sky. The shadows of the early morning darkness gives way to the shimmering light, as it is reflecting off the placid waters, turning them into a golden pond of reflections.

Thanksgiving Prayer

Thanksgiving Prayer;

I may not be a millionaire, but I am Gazillionaire beyond wealth from the richness of my Family. Thank you God!

I wake up sore and stiff every day, but I am thankful for that because for each new day that I awake, I can re-capture my youth by watching My Children and Grand Children play, and for those pains that remind me every day of a rich and fullness of life I have! Thank you God!

My mind is not as sharp as it use to be, but that’s OK because it makes my memories that I have, and the new knowledge that I learn so much more appreciable! Thank you God!

I can’t afford expensive meals, but that’s OK, because it makes me appreciate what I have more, and that I still have enough to share with my friends. Thank you God

I thank you for my life whether it’s long, or short it has given me the ability to experience love, to see love, and to share love. Thank you God!

Most of all God I thank you for making me, by giving me the most wonderful gift of life, and by this life comes the promise that we all have the ability by our choices, to have an eternal life in your Kingdom. Thank you God!

Amen

Rock The Crowd!

Rock the Crowd
By Lee LeCaptain


The time is now, stand up strong, don’t let them tell you how, because their wrong.
We had enough, run for your life, things are gonna get tough, its time to make things right.
Stand up for what you believe, not for what they say, don’t run away, make them leave.

We are Americans strong and proud, take no shit, not one bit. Rock and Rollers, sing it out loud, rock the crowd, let’s rock the crowd.

When the music plays, the flags will raise, people will listen, the world won’t know what there missing.
You are music, you are soul. You are quintessential rock and roll.
Play the music hard, play the music loud, take m’ off guard, and rock the crowd.

We are Americans strong and proud, take no shit, not one bit. Rock and Rollers, sing it out loud, rock the crowd, let’s rock the crowd.

Feel the rush, breath the freedom, don’t get beneath and crush the people, we still need them.
We are family, treat us fairly, we are friends not alone, make no amends charity begins at home.
The passion still exist, come on people don’t resist, feel the acceleration and raise your fists.

We are Americans strong and proud, take no shit, not one bit. Rock and Rollers, sing it out loud, rock the crowd, let’s rock the crowd.

We are Americans strong and proud, take no shit, not one bit. Rock and Rollers, sing it out loud, rock the crowd, let’s rock the crowd.

The gift of laughter!

One of the greatest gifts from God is laughter. It's highly infectious, contagious, and eliminates stress from your life, and the life of others! To live is to laugh!
I have the good fortune of being able to spread laughter around the world, by doing the Paul Bunyan Lumberjack Show over the last 40 years. During this time I firmly believe we have saved lives through laughter. Help create relationships through laughter. Eliminate stress in families.
The world would be a much better place if we had more laughter. I think the world leaders need to get together and just laugh! It would create an infectious bond amongst the leaders of the world!
You see when you laugh, your walls of paranoia go down and you look at life differently, and at that exact moment you are bonding with the people around you. You except them, and they except you!

Lead a Positive Life!

Ignore the negativity the world has. Except the positivism the world has to give. Use that energy to make people happy, and create a better life for all.

Please Pray For One Of Our Earthly Angles!

My Christian Friends, brothers and sisters. One of our most kindest and generous Christian Brothers who has the name of Fred needs our prayers. Fred has dedicated his life to Friends, Family and strangers to the point of neglecting his own needs. He has dedicated his life to God and Jesus Christ.

Fred had a major stroke, and he is only 52. His problems keep on growing. He had another stroke while trying to heal this week. He has been to 5 different hospitals in the last 5 days, and needs surgery. The problem for Fred is caused because of cholesterol in his carotid artery. I believe this is because he neglected his own diet to save money to help other people. He is a man of simple needs like Jesus Christ.

My prayer is for this letter to reach our other Christian brothers and sister to help pray for Fred. I believe prayer in numbers.

Dear heavenly father, please heal and protect Fred and help him heal. I ask that you give Fred hope for healing, and to keep his Christian Faith. I pray for his family and friends so that there pain and sorrow may be minimized. But most of all God I pray that you and your son Jesus be with Fred tonight and always, to comfort him with the love and warmth only you can do. I pray this in your son Jesus name!

Amen

Thank you God!