The Sad Fat Child

The first thing I remember was when people were saying, hey boy you’re fat. I was only five confused, not knowing what to think of that. Didn’t want to be alive, and felt like crap.

All I knew back then, that I wasn’t accepted. People didn’t see me for who I was, and yet I was totally rejected.

Every child should feel special and fine, and not have to listen to anyone else’s lines. Each kid needs to like who they are, and believe in themselves as a Super Star. That’s called being a Kid, loving life, wanting to live and take part in what the world has to give!

Then I started school. Just to be accepted I became the class clown, or fool. As I hid myself behind this round façade, I felt as if I were going to drown. While everyday praying for help from God with out a sound, my screams were silent, never heard, not even a single word. I thought to myself how odd, and how absurd.

The only time people wanted to be with me, is when they wanted to see and be entertained by the fat boy freak show. They don’t know how bad it hurts, and sure as hell won’t know all the pain. How the prejudices made you feel like dirt for absolutely nothing to gain, except for just being cruel, thus leaving you totally insane with not a person to call, and everybody’s fool.

When it came time to date, that’s when you really started to hate your life. You knew that no girl would ever want you as a as their mate, or to become your wife. If only they ever took the time to understand, on who you are and what I am. I’m just a lonely kind and loving man, with a heart to give and a caring hand.

Please except me for who I am, a man that is filled with the abundance of love and kindness, passion and soul, with a gift from above that continuously overflows. Please hold my hand, then throw away all your prejudice, and only then you will find out who I am in all of this. I ask you to take me away from this hell! I’m just a man, looking for love in a big round shell.

Faith

A good Wife, has faith in her Husband. A good Husband, has faith in his Wife. A great family, has faith in God! It's called LOVE!

The Old Lady and Old Man

The Old Lady and Old Man

Written by: Lee LeCaptain

There's and old lady, and old man in an old pick up truck driven down the road. The old man has a dog his lap and a story that must be told.
They met back in 43, she was in the WAC, and he was in the Navy. They fell in love when they were on leave, fighting for a cause that they both believe.
He was a strong young handsome man, fighting for freedom and the American plan. The young mans dream were as grand as could be, have a wife, a house and a happy family.
She was beautiful, long dark hair, hazel green eye's and a smile that could match a Hawaiian sunrise. She dreamt of a man that was pure in heart, a man that would love her and be so smart.
Later that year they decided to wed, for a long, long future that would be ahead. First came a girl, then a boy, a life so happy and filled with joy. The young girl danced, the boy played ball, what a wonderful romance they had it all.
Time had passed it didn't seem that long the kids grew up fast, so healthy and strong. The girl became a mom and the boy a dad, to create a family just like they had.
Now the old lady, and the old man live all alone, with a dog they had got when the kids left from home. It's been 50 years of good living, and life, what a great family husband and wife. As they drove away going down the road, I knew this story had got to be told.

Where Are You Tonight?

Where are you tonight

Written by: Lee LeCaptain

Where are you tonight, I am missing you so, are you alright, that's all I want to know.

I didn't mean to make you mad,
I know your frustrated as could be,
please don't feel so sad,
and just have a little faith in me.

Times are troubled, times are bad,
what ever happened to what we had,
your in my heart, and in my soul,
don't let our anger get out of control.

I'll try my best,
that's all I can do,
with you I'm blessed
and I love you.

So please forgive me
for what I have done,
I hope you can see
you're the only one.

Where are you tonight, I am missing you so, are you alright, that's all I want to know.

Just give us one more chance.
I know it's meant to be.
So I ask you to dance,
one more time with me.

We'll take it slow,
I'll hold you in my arms so tight,
and never let you go,
please come home tonight.

Can't you see
you're the only one.
There's no one else for me.
Let's finish what we have begun
and live life happily.

Be my friend,
and my wife.
I'll love you till the end,
you are my life.

Where are you tonight, I am missing you so, are you alright, that's all I want to know.