The Sad Fat Child

The first thing I remember was when people were saying, hey boy you’re fat. I was only five confused, not knowing what to think of that. Didn’t want to be alive, and felt like crap.

All I knew back then, that I wasn’t accepted. People didn’t see me for who I was, and yet I was totally rejected.

Every child should feel special and fine, and not have to listen to anyone else’s lines. Each kid needs to like who they are, and believe in themselves as a Super Star. That’s called being a Kid, loving life, wanting to live and take part in what the world has to give!

Then I started school. Just to be accepted I became the class clown, or fool. As I hid myself behind this round façade, I felt as if I were going to drown. While everyday praying for help from God with out a sound, my screams were silent, never heard, not even a single word. I thought to myself how odd, and how absurd.

The only time people wanted to be with me, is when they wanted to see and be entertained by the fat boy freak show. They don’t know how bad it hurts, and sure as hell won’t know all the pain. How the prejudices made you feel like dirt for absolutely nothing to gain, except for just being cruel, thus leaving you totally insane with not a person to call, and everybody’s fool.

When it came time to date, that’s when you really started to hate your life. You knew that no girl would ever want you as a as their mate, or to become your wife. If only they ever took the time to understand, on who you are and what I am. I’m just a lonely kind and loving man, with a heart to give and a caring hand.

Please except me for who I am, a man that is filled with the abundance of love and kindness, passion and soul, with a gift from above that continuously overflows. Please hold my hand, then throw away all your prejudice, and only then you will find out who I am in all of this. I ask you to take me away from this hell! I’m just a man, looking for love in a big round shell.

Keep The Faith!

When I cry, it doesnt always rain.
When I smile, the sun doesnt always shine.
When youre hurting, I feel your pain.
Im here to tell you, that all is fine.

The stars are out tonight.
The moon is shinning bright.
Dreams do come true.
Dont worry my child Im here for you.

I like to laugh, when things arent funny.
I like to yell when I'm feeling crummy.
Then I wipe away, and dry your tears.
Keep the faith in me and loose your fears.

When youre feeling lost and in despair.
When the thoughts that feel like no one seems to care.
Close your eyes and say a prayer.
No matter what, Im always there!

Give your hand to help a friend
Give youre your heart to help them mend.
Touch their soul with love and kindness.
With a gift of love thats totally priceless!

Share your life with heart and soul
Share your life with out control
Give compassion to all mankind
And there, the gift of love you soon will find.

Please Pray For One Of Our Earthly Angles!

My Christian Friends, brothers and sisters. One of our most kindest and generous Christian Brothers who has the name of Fred needs our prayers. Fred has dedicated his life to Friends, Family and strangers to the point of neglecting his own needs. He has dedicated his life to God and Jesus Christ.

Fred had a major stroke, and he is only 52. His problems keep on growing. He had another stroke while trying to heal this week. He has been to 5 different hospitals in the last 5 days, and needs surgery. The problem for Fred is caused because of cholesterol in his carotid artery. I believe this is because he neglected his own diet to save money to help other people. He is a man of simple needs like Jesus Christ.

My prayer is for this letter to reach our other Christian brothers and sister to help pray for Fred. I believe prayer in numbers.

Dear heavenly father, please heal and protect Fred and help him heal. I ask that you give Fred hope for healing, and to keep his Christian Faith. I pray for his family and friends so that there pain and sorrow may be minimized. But most of all God I pray that you and your son Jesus be with Fred tonight and always, to comfort him with the love and warmth only you can do. I pray this in your son Jesus name!

Amen

Thank you God!

Hello Lord

Hello Lord
Written by: Lee LeCaptain
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